When I remember to pay attention to the communication that comes from nature it always brings me wonderful insights and I don’t always choose to share, but I remember that my journey is not only for me, but it helps others as well. Our first reaction when we see a bug is to kill it, what if it's coming to show us something? It almost certainly is communicating something with you, if it's not something you are used to seeing or it effects you. Like if something shows itself to you, then there is something to see. Bugs are always hanging around our houses but they don’t always make themselves known, there are so many hiding spots, bugs know that we have made them the enemy and are ready to kill on sight! It's even been studied that animals can smell the scent of dead insects, so they avoid that particular area as a defense mechanism. It's like they are literally smelling fear so they go the other way. Just like we smell death of our own, they smell the death of their own.

So… Instead of rushing to kill the critter that was walking towards me, I decided to embrace it, and ask it what it came to tell me. This little silverfish came in the middle of my video that I was recording and I decided to pause and see what it came to say. Did I hear anything when I asked? Nope, the message actually came to me more by impulse. I started talking about the meaning behind sexual assault and rape and knowing it is a triggering topic to talk about, so I almost didn’t talk about it. I almost turned the video off, I even said my goodbyes, but then I felt there was more, so I continued and then at the end I was led to say very empowering words. You can watch the video below if you want to know more about the value of knowing and recognizing opportunities of your personal power being revealed to you, as well as hear what I said about sexual assault & rape, I only discuss sexual assault towards the latter end though.

The videos I have been doing lately have come with omens "interrupting" my videos to bring me confirming messages and I welcome them now! Understanding that everything in the universe is connected and everything is perfect, it helps me embrace the things around me no matter how big or small, which is another omen that came to me, you can click here to see the Vermillion Flycatcher omen.

So what about this SilverFish Omen?? "Before we worry too much about the spiritual meanings associated with silverfish, we should probably establish what the heck they are. Well, it might surprise you to learn that they’re insects which means they’re more closely related to things like ladybugs and beetles than they are centipedes. They’re a primitive insect though. This means that they evolved early and retained features more akin to the early insects. For example, silverfish don’t have wings whereas most insects do." This website talks all about the SilverFish and the different possible meanings, but one meaning stuck out to me. I resonated with a similar meaning on another website that I didn’t remember to bookmark, however this site was also perfect confirmation.

If you just look at what the silverfish is, you can find meaning in just seeing what it is. For example, the site describes them as primative, yet they evolved early but retained features akin to early insects; well, if that is metaphorical it would say to me that they bring ancient wisdom with them yet also evolved wisdom. S&S(symbolsandsynchronicity.com) says, "The silverfish foretells the release of information and knowledge to you. This is especially true of secrets. Whether the revealing of secrets is good or bad really depends though, doesn’t it? Silverfish also represent the ability to overcome your foes with agility, speed, and mental acuity."

So what does this have to do with me? I have consistently feared giving misinformation because giving misinformation would mean that I am leading someone with the wrong information and also egotistically speaking, they would figure out everything I was saying wrong and it would distract from all of the truths that I was sharing, ultimately leading them to disregard anything I say (old stuff, old conditions I perceived from how I was treated, constantly being dismissed as if I didn’t bring value. Knowing what I know now, I look at how I was treated as perfection in the universe in helping me to remember and understand my value comes from me and not from outside of me). I am remembering to humble myself and allow myself to be wrong, allow myself to just show up. My inner guru knew my habits that were leading me away from my power, so it reminded me in many ways and it continues to remind me. This silverfish showed up at a moment that I was about to shut my mouth and not share the wisdom that was imparted upon me. S&S says, " Well, if you are the keeper of old and esoteric knowledge then it’s important to remember to share that wisdom. Perhaps you should write a website documenting something that could be forgotten otherwise."

I don’t know about you but that was pretty obvious to me the timing and everything. The other source, that I can't seem to find again in my history, talked in further detail about the silverfish meaning a secret or secret knowledge was about to be revealed or being revealed. S&S refers to this by mentioning, "they [silverfish] like to crack open old secrets and leave the pages falling all over the floor." Seeing as I was about to talk about a triggering topic like sexual assault, rape and reveal an esoteric secret about the meaning behind it, it is definitely metaphorical.

As always I'm just a reminder for you to remember who you are and your connectedness to the universe and your oneness with all that is around you.

My husband and I came up with "me days" so that we can maintain some type of sanity with a screaming yet sweet as ever toddler and an opinionated and strong minded 10yr old. Both of them are powerful and insightful and they chose us to help them to cultivate that power, so I am grateful, HOWEVER, I do need my "me time." So I chose to go to the park and lay a blanket out and soak in some vitamin D, do some yoga, "hug" a tree, enjoy nature and all of peace of the space that I was in. A red bird flew up over me in circles, and for a moment I thought it was a hummingbird, the wings were swinging around so fast, then it sat on a branch and it was like the bird was just staring at me, I spoke to it and normally if I take a picture the birds fly away. Not this one. It was like it was posing for the camera! Haha!
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I don’t know much about the types of birds so im assuming we are in arizona so I'm like, "maybe it’s a cardinal." I stared at it for a while, I asked it what it was trying to say to me. As usual, I don’t hear an answer in my head, but yet I am led to act out what it is saying to me, only because I'm in a state of beingness and following what comes to me. My intuitive impulse was to pay attention to the nature around me and enjoy the oneness. Like I decided to record a video, but before then I was overthinking about what I'd do the video about, I looked around and I immediately felt Source run through my veins. I felt chills all over my body and that calming sensation I always get when I am connected. It's orgasmic I tell you! I looked around and noticed all of the different butterflies and moths. I noticed other flying creatures I couldn't quite make out. One was really huge with a thick black muscular like body it was almost bat like, but it was colorful, I couldn't grab a picture of it because I was in the moment. I was just enjoying everything around me. It was like I was in a zone and just taking it all in. I was grateful for the moment. I felt good. I felt joy. From this space I turned the camera on and began to record not knowing what I would talk about. I was no longer overthinking. I was no longer trying to come up with a topic. I was just in a state of beingness. In the middle of my video a dog breaks free from it's human parents and comes straight towards me. We established that there was a spiritual reason why the dog chose to run to me full speed as I had no food, nor was I the only one anymore in the whole park. I was talking about our personal power and how we don't need to seek power outside of us. I was…well you can watch the video and you can see how divine the moment was for yourself.

I don’t know much about the types of birds so im assuming we are in arizona so I'm like, "maybe it’s a cardinal." I stared at it for a while, I asked it what it was trying to say to me. As usual, I don’t hear an answer in my head, but yet I am led to act out what it is saying to me, only because I'm in a state of beingness and following what comes to me. My intuitive impulse was to pay attention to the nature around me and enjoy the oneness. Like I decided to record a video, but before then I was overthinking about what I'd do the video about, I looked around and I immediately felt Source run through my veins. I felt chills all over my body and that calming sensation I always get when I am connected. It's orgasmic I tell you! I looked around and noticed all of the different butterflies and moths. I noticed other flying creatures I couldn't quite make out. One was really huge with a thick black muscular like body it was almost bat like, but it was colorful, I couldn't grab a picture of it because I was in the moment. I was just enjoying everything around me. It was like I was in a zone and just taking it all in. I was grateful for the moment. I felt good. I felt joy. From this space I turned the camera on and began to record not knowing what I would talk about. I was no longer overthinking. I was no longer trying to come up with a topic. I was just in a state of beingness. In the middle of my video a dog breaks free from it's human parents and comes straight towards me. We established that there was a spiritual reason why the dog chose to run to me full speed as I had no food, nor was I the only one anymore in the whole park. I was talking about our personal power and how we don't need to seek power outside of us. I was…well you can watch the video and you can see how divine the moment was for yourself.


When I came home I opened the pics I took and tapped the Bixby vision on my Android phone(to all you iPhone users I don’t know the equivalent lol) and it found the type of bird that it was. I had never even knew about or used this technology so I was thankful that it was available to me when I wanted it. It brought back the results of a Vermillion Flycatcher also known as a Scarlett or Australian Flycatcher and according to the very few articles I found, its often found in the southwestern us, australia, mexico, south america and very often in Arizona (even though this was my first time seeing it since I've moved to Arizona).


I looked at a few websites but this one resonated with the energy that I was brought to realize at the time I saw the bird. Sonomabirding.com says, "These birds are symbolic of the little things in life. Their spirits are highly aware of everything going on in their surroundings, no matter how small or insignificant they might seem.


They tell us that everything that’s happening to us is part of a bigger plan, and we should dismiss nothing as unnecessary. There has to be a meaning behind it; you have to pay attention to these things, and you will never be caught by surprise."

This was so accurate and it was a beautiful reminder that I'm on the right path in noticing how all things that are showing themselves to me are connected to my path and something I specifically will benefit from looking at. I am always challenging myself to be a more expanded, aware and wiser version of myself and in that challenge it is also a challenge in itself to just BE who I am at any given moment without looking to do anything more than just being.